tunnels.

i crawl deep inside my head.
to escape the reality that you had made.
deep inside these tunnels.
that twist and turn, spaning across eternity.
faster and faster i push myself in to the darkness.
escaping the light of hell.
once i was afriad.
this dark, a natural enemy.
it read my mind, finding all my fears.
it kept me up all night.
these walls are consumed with it.
a childs imagination.
haunting sounds and surreal faces appear.
and disappear. within a blink. a breath. a heartbeat.
but these are just a child's toy. compared to the light.
inside, all this is... are my personal demons. angels. heaven. hell.
outside, i see....
darker and darker i crawl. deeper and deeper i see.
till there is no light in these cursed tunnels.
im losing breath. not even the precious oxygen will chase me down here.
everyone up there is devouring each other with newly found false hopes.
and lies.
down here. the only one here is me. and my mind. i surround myself.
dark walls project my thoughts.
i see everything you said you would see.
and never did.
my heart beats deep and heavy.
i can hear life.
not like you could.
you have no idea what it is.
not until you lay here.
looking up, or am i looking down?
maybe my eyes are closed.
as i listen the faces in the walls.
a open hand. something to hold on to.
i dont fade away like the memory of a happy ending
this story, i escape.
and nobody will know i ever existed.